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• Age: 49
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• Sex: straight single man

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Location: Tempe, Arizona

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About Me: alright here it go's, my buddies told me i need to write more so,... Im a marine vet who has been in gentlemen’s club management for some time now,i have also been an investigator for well, a long time also ,im a single dad of a beautiful 8 year old girl,her mommy was 29 (im not) she was a centerfold and adult film star. we had a very open sex life and knew the differance between sex and love. we were married for 10 years when she ran out on us for her drug dealer boyfriend a year ago (we haven’t seen her since), i tell this not for sympathy but to let u know i (we) have been through the grinder so this is a big step for me to get back out there. what am i looking for...this is the part i sound like a f*g but...im looking for a smile not any smile but the one you get when you've had a bad day your stuck in traffic it's hot and then you think of your girl your other half and a smile comes over you, not just a smile but a feeling of peace of contentment, a smile that no matter what else happens you'll be ok. a smile that makes you wish you never had to be away from that person but glad you get to be so exsited to get back to them,so you smile, and you keep smiling when it's rough when it's not, no matter what because you know that smile is you it's every ounce of you it's the beat of your heat the air that you breath it's love man it's love and it's great. love is easy to say we say it to everyone were fond of we say it to friends to family to pets but when we say it to that one, "that smile" it's differant it's life changing, at least it should be, right? and i think you know when it happens it's when your life isn’t just about the time it's about the ticks between the minutes, when even the littlest things become important thats when you have it, and if you get that than you won you found the answers to everything, your eden, your bliss your due north.....i know it sounds stupid i know i probley wont find it here but thats what i want.